today has been a tiring day for me. i blasted 1 particular student in my class for not paying attention when i'm teaching in class. i really hate him now. mean, it's not like i didn't make an effort to be nice to him n such but he's always there being a pain in the ass. i'm only a substitute teacher, which means i would only be teaching temporarily. i wonder how those teachers tolerate students' stupid behaviours in class for YEARS!! i mean, come on now, they can really be a pain in the ass. i knie i hav been to one teacher. mebbe it's juz purely karma. u knoe, what goes around comes around. haha. shit. whatever. she's outta my life, the teacher who couldn't even pronounce the word beloved. bleah.

going kl tml!! *yay*  hopefully i'll get to see little SIA LEANNE!!! hehe..i lurve her like mad. she's juz so cute. there was once i cried in front of her, n she looked at me, n she started crying as welll. ehhe, myb she didn't want me to cry alone or mayb she was juz freaked out. nevertheless, i love her dearly.  my darling niece. though i dare not to think about what's gonna happen when she grows up. haha. she'll prob learn my operasi memberontak kerajaan leong. haha.

looking at IDP aus website now. trying to dig out as much info as i can. to prepare myself in australia. hehe, hopefully, i'll make it there.

wonder what's gonna happen in the future. i certainly hope what i wish for is goin to happen. i'm waiting for my dream to come true. n one day, i'll the happiest, bahagia-est person in the world. muahahahah